December 2011
2 posts
November 2011
10 posts
Welcome to my life. LOLOLOL.
My future life please?
I can imagine cooking a home cooked dinner for my future husband and setting it up out here for him.. With fresh squeezed lemonade and cocktails.. Popcorn.. And watching his favorite movie under the stars and cuddling… There should be a dog somewhere too.. HAHA.
Dear Future Husband,
Hope you like to play. And be silly. And do things like this… Cause it’s happening, buddy! Can’t wait to meet my future best friend for life.
Macy's.. where people start shooting... o.O
Tonight I felt special. It’s what I wanted.. Right? … Yeah. Haha….
I’m not sure what I want now though…Hmm. Time for bed. Black Friday, SUCCESS!
I am SO STRESSED OUT. :( :( :(
Uhhhhh....
WOAH. Charlie Sheen and I have a similar way of thinking… Down to the tee. I don’t know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. DANG. Haha.
Guess it didn’t do him too much good in the end though, huh?
I make my dreams come true...
So there’s this nice guy over in the IRC, right?… Well he invited me over to come hang out…. and I asked him if he liked to cook. He said yes! :D So, I asked him if he wanted to cook together sometime, to which he also said yes! Haha… Maybe we will cook something exotic together and watch a foreign film after…. :)
Honestly,
When I see pictures of you smiling and looking extremely happy, it just makes me upset… Not because I don’t think you deserve happiness.. But because part of me still wishes you had found it with me.
But this is how I really feel...
What is this need, or yearning?.. Or emptiness? Maybe that’s it. Maybe that’s why I feel so complete when I’m wrapped in your arms with my head on your shoulder… Because for once I feel important, special, loved… I don’t want to kiss you.. I don’t want any of that. I just want you. Me. Body to body. I want to feel your warmth.. Your heartbeat next to mine....
August 2011
1 post
