But this is how I really feel…
What is this need, or yearning?.. Or emptiness? Maybe that’s it. Maybe that’s why I feel so complete when I’m wrapped in your arms with my head on your shoulder… Because for once I feel important, special, loved… I don’t want to kiss you.. I don’t want any of that. I just want you. Me. Body to body. I want to feel your warmth.. Your heartbeat next to mine. I want your fingers, right here, in the spaces between mine. I want to look into your eyes and know that I am irreplaceable. Validate me. Let me give you my heart, without fear.. Without fear that you’ll leave me without answers and reasons.. without fear that I’ll be alone and this fragile heart of mine will be crushed. Don’t build me up to let me down.. I know that with great love comes great risk, but I want to trust that you won’t hurt me…. Please?
Why do I need you so much right now…
