“Just keep your head above… Swim.”
It has taken everything in me not to cry today. I feel so… lost. I’ve left everything behind, including my heart… and I can’t seem to find where I belong here. And there is nothing worse than the feeling that you’re neither needed nor wanted.
“The whole world is watching… you haven’t come this far to fall off the earth.”
My parents went above and beyond to make it possible for me to go here. And now… I don’t know if it was right. And I am trying so hard to be introspective and see the lesson in this. Whether it is adapting to change, or realizing that it is okay to screw up because it doesn’t mean you’ve failed… But they’re all watching now… I can’t have come this far to watch it all go down in flames.
“Currents will pull us away from our love”
Everywhere I look, I just feel out of place… But I can’t give in. I gotta swim.
“Memories like bullets, they fire at me from a gun.”
Pathetic as it sounds, I just miss things the way they used to be.
Don’t cry. Just keep swimming.
